Feeling alienated

Imagining myself without energy inside is like seeing a puppet, a playboy, something not alive.

I don’t want to say that I see myself as a dead human being. But I truly feel alienated when I see myself thinking I can pass away and the only thing that stays alive is a picture, movie or voice record from me alive.

Looking back at myself in social media with the idea that I am dead is thrilling for that it forces you to see yourself as someone else instead of the ‘I’, persona or self.

Who am I when the thinking ‘I’ is gone? I know it sounds hard or inhumane but it is reality as it is.

What do I learn from this insight?

That life is more than the persona.

That you without energy inside is like an empty vessel.

You are more than you think you are.

Hopefully you see something rewarding and insightful in this post. I know this is a weird post but I want to share my thoughts.

Thank you for reading and have a nice day.



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